婚后的第一个初夕夜

在美国，没有热呼呼的火锅，没有家人，只有简单的韩国餐， 有老公，有麻将。。。

突然，有点想家。。。

Happy Niu Year, everyone!!!

Quiet time

Just realised that my last post was in early Nov… Oh gosh! Where have I been and what have I done?

I have been thinking alot…about the past mainly… Friendships in particular… I wondered to myself, which is worst? Some one out right tell you the truth? OR Someone telling you a white lie (so as to make you feel better) and you found out that it was just a lie? I would wanted truth but if the truth is too much in my face I don’t think I can take it… But then again, when I found that later that I have been lied too, I felt a big ouch in my heart (and even some anger). Perhaps, its a sign I should move on…

They are others whereby I realised how fake I am infront of them… I mean we used to be a clique but when I had the opportunity to talk to them (some I din even see them for like 2 years?!) vs. JF’s friends at the same time I realised how fake I was with them. I have decided to not to keep in contact with them again (maybe just one). She feels the most ‘real’ amongst them.

And then there are the ones who used you. I have a friend in tertiary study who asked me to be a guarantor and phoof! she disappeared after that… She showed up again when she first got engaged and phoof! she disappeared. Her wedding is next month and yup! she showed up again (fyi, this time with a dif guy). Argh! As much as I missed our days together, they are so over.

Most of the time, I do care… I do try to stay connected but sometimes the will is not as strong as the heart… But for the few friends I am left with, YES! you are definitely my focus…

Other stuff (non friendship stuff)… My mum has been quite a pain in the *** eversince I got married. I think the most bizzare thing she has done to date is to ‘book’ the confinement lady for me when I am not even like P!

Work stuff has been crazy, I am like the only employee or rather lower rank staff in the company. Everyone else who is leaving will hand their portfolio to me! Am I the dumpster or what? Just have to hang in there…I need $$$ to pay bills and most importantly fund my holidays… But if you do see adverts in my future employer(you know which one I am referring to ya), please let me know ASAP!

Weekends are mostly filled with house warmings (I am losing count) and recently baking. Our recent flop (yes, flop) is butter cake. We are trying to fix the problem and hopefully by the time it reaches you the next time, they are FAB! wuhahahha…Who knows?! Baking maybe my career?

Alrighty, JF is on his way home and I need to play housewife for the first time in weeks (oops! I have been a bad wife).

Drop by drop, form the ocean

I was reading Jen’s blog the other day and she was talking about cowardice. I have to admit that I have been a coward too…like asking anyone on the bus / train to give up their seat for someone in need. For some strange reason I am scared. By speaking up, I will be different but at the same time making a difference.

 

Few days ago, there was this army boy dozing comfortably beside a lady, causing her much discomfort. She was at her verge to let him know that he was causing her much discomfort but she didn’t. I couldn’t help but think to myself that if he did that one more time, I will wake him up. And I did. My heart raced (I don’t know why). But I feel good. ZF has always been telling me that her mum will ‘target’ people to give their seats up for people in need. I think I am now ready to join the movement. Though it is not the most ideal…because I think people should give it up willingly but till then…

iphone

after watching the guided video of iphone I can understand why the craze over it…

 

and yes, i do have plans to get my hand on it…

I am proud of myself

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On this special day, Singapore Pools offered a 8m toto winnings. I took some time off from work to Q for JF. Check out the looong Q.

Plaza Singapura – 7-11

My closest encounter with fire

Fire at a factory in Sungei Kadut Street 1.  Photo captured on train on my way to Woodlands. Fire was reported to blaze for 4 hours before it was brought under control

Not my day

First portugal lost to germany (sad)

Second, some individual making unnec assumptions

You! Do not assume the timeline. Today is not internal review. Today is to send to client!!!

And you are using the wrong agenda. I already told you that the agenda is soft copy (word.doc) is in your transfer folder. Why did you use the PDF? All u need to do is to clarify with me!!!

Euro Cup 2008

I am so excited!!! The Euro Cup will commence when the clock strike 12 midnight on 8th Jun (GMT+8).

Who will emerge the winner? It is really not hard to guess…